虽然寂寞 这会是我 最后的宽容。” - 我不难过，孙燕姿
T-39 days | Channeling the inner 歌王 in me. Back in BMT, I used to have talks with my PC, ranging from 15 minutes to probably over an hour, therefore shortening the time my buddy and the rest of the section/platoon have for having that short, inevitable session with him. Our conversation topic(s) doesn’t matter here though. What mattered was that, I had someone to talk to regarding whatever issues I had. After his ORD, it didn’t seem like there was someone to share my thoughts with.
It all seemed so fast, passing out on 5th Jan as a private, 21st Jun as a 3SG and now, as a 2SG. The process wasn’t easy, but as one grows, I think he/she toughens up as a person. There have been moments when I couldn’t handle the pressure and cracked. Taiwan was a steep learning curve. I’ve had missing equipment, burnt finger, cuts on my arm and Murphy’s Law to work against. The scars can’t be seen, but they remained, much like how words can leave scars mentally. Maybe this is how growing up feels like.